I seem to have run out of words the past couple days.
I not only seem to be at a loss of words to put on this blog but also at a loss of words flying around at rapid speed in my head.
And I am mucho happy about the latter.
On Friday, I wrote about striving and the constant motions of words and questions whirring around in my head. That night, I headed up to my best friend’s house in Northridge. We actually spent the weekend at her parent’s house; a place which I have come to know as my personal retreat getaway in the last couple years.
My weekend was FULL of words. What would you expect if you hadn’t seen your best friend for three months because she had been out-of-state??
Words exchanged across a tiny wooden table in the corner at Starbucks.
Words exchanged in the shady corner of the backyard with a tissue in hand and tears running out the corners of my eyes.
Words shared a foot across from each other as we shared the bed and talked about the things best friends talk about late at night. More words shared even with our backs turned because we were trying to sleep but we still had more to say.
Words in the kitchen while making our snacks.
Words of exclamation while watching Planet Earth videos.
Words while driving. Words while resting. Words while laughing.
It felt SO good.
My friend and I? Well, we both do words well!
The combination of the flowing of words and the receiving of words, rest and play, productivity and pampering has resulted in some of the most mentally peaceful days I have had in a long time.
The lightening speed of words zipping around in my head isn’t really occurring right now. In fact, I have actually caught myself a couple times in the past few days not thinking about anything.
I would all of a sudden realize, “Oh my gosh! I was just not thinking about anything!”
THAT hasn’t happened in a long time. And it felt good.
I still have a lot of the same questions that I have been asking myself. They aren’t all answered. But I don’t feel so panicked about needing having the answers all NOW. I will continue to search (especially from the Lord) and the answers will come.
But the main thing that this weekend of words, friendship and rest showed me was that the main thing is Jesus.
It is all about KNOWING JESUS.
I knew that. But I needed those three things (words, friendship, and rest) to remind me of that and to refresh my soul.
And to my dear friend and her lovely mom and wonderful family, thank you SO much!